Tuesday, April 15
Love is like dew that falls on both nettles and lilies ♥
I just finished typing a whole loooooooooon page of entry & my com's an asshole.
It disconnected & didn't back up my copy in the drafts, so now it's gone, vanished. HAHA
So here's my entry for the day.
Anways, that whole page consists of (what I still remember vaguely):
This feeling is greeeeeeeat/terrific/superb/fabulous/awesome/fantastic!
Wait, I mean "feeling of leaving school when the sky still streams few beams of light (7 plus), & reaching home around 9 plus instead of the usual horrendous 11. :D
Had a goooooooody gooooood sleep & I feel wonderful now! :DSo what's been going on for me the past few days/weeks?
Here's what I practically do everyday:
1. Reluctantly wake up super early in the morning & prepare for not-so-looking-forward-to school
2. Bear through the looooooooooong horrible/torturing/terrible/excruciating hours of lectures/tutorials.
3. Feed on the same food in the same-old-canteen everyday - Chee cheong fan & more salty please! :D
4. Long hours of dreadful school finally ends & still drag myself to Band for another 3-4 hours of horrible drain-all-of-my-remaining-energy-away practices.
5. Dinner-ed at LJS for practically every dinner with band poops
6. Wait for bus home - 15 mins
7. Sleep during the journey home - 45 mins
8.Reach home at 11 & go straight to bed because there's no possibility that I'd still have any type of energy left in me.
9. Here's roughly what I've been up to everyday in school.
TERRIBLE LIFE.
My school life's boring/torturing & it sucks, like totally. Thankyou.Everyone's getting & letting all the stress get to them. It's tough. Real tough.
I try to hold on, but my hands are slippery enough to cause me to let go.
Endless band pracs & homework. Teachers giving up on students/me.
Amount of work to be caught up & doubts to be clarified, infinity.
I'm way behind everyone, & what th am I doing?
I know I'm taking all the work too slowly.
I know I'm gonna fail myself with A's badly if I am still not willing to start working hard.
But there's always excuses to push aside what needs to be done & save me from all the torture.
There's always a reason for me to dump my work aside for sleep/play.Whatever.I know band's taking up ALL of my time. But it's just for another two weeks. Everything's gone by then. :)
Real mugging starts in two weeks' time.
& I swear it's for real this time.
That aside,
Class's getting better, I mean, the atmosphere probably?
I still love DMNVs as much as ever :DThey are my perpetual bliss! :D
Oh yes, my eyesight's getting from bad to very bad, to worse, to very worse!!
& It's irritating me alot. ): I'm turning blind!
Alrightsy! Enough of all my blabbers, back to bed now!
My eyes are hurting - sign for me to go back to bed!
TA! :D
FYI: Friday's PTD & it sucks. Cause I need to find reasons/excuses to stop my M_m from meeting GSL! HAHAI'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
