Sunday, August 3
Plenty of time for you, not me ♥
Randomness: Sometimes you just want to push the blame around to anyone else but you.& All because you don't have the courage to take up the heavy responsibility, that rightfully belongs to you & no one else.My oh my, I want to start mugging hard, I want to be looking at the books 24hr/day, I want to be absorbing everything I need to just like a sponge.Maybe I really should try burning the books & drink the ashes.
What a way to console/decieve myself. x/I want to be catching movies, but turned down my temptations with the perserverance.
I want to be shopping/idling around with no worries, but I chanted & scolded the devil.
I wanted so much to be texting people for accompany for dinner/movie/shopping/chatters.
But didn't even scroll the list of contacts in the end.
Cause everyone's busy with studies now, & I would be disturbing them if I do. :(
When will this excruciating period be gone? & by the time it's gone, I know I'll be full of regrets, so why am I not being productive now? Contradictory.
I'm truly happy for you cause you're climbing up & having achievements now, but don't leave me all alone behind, like you're starting to now.I know that they say
That somethings are better left unsaid