Saturday, August 3
Thoughts after thoughts ♥
Met up with the SMUXies for a photoshoot in school. It was tiring but fun nevertheless.
Started the day feeling really happy, but now everything is just dark and heavy.
Can't really explain why, but I've just suddenly become moody, very.
Future. It's scary and unpredictable so people are afraid of it. We don't think about it, we even drop the whole topic whenever possible. Sometimes we think too much, and recently, I've been brooding over it.
The way you see things.
I used to tell people not to be negative about things, & to always remember that there's a bright side to every darkness. Now I'm forgetting all that I used to believe in.
Losing myself over the past few years to reality has been really disastrous and has caused me to become someone really pathetic.
I wallow in self-pity most of the time and whine about how miserable I am. But there are millions of people who are living in environments worse than me. Many others out there have troubles worse than what I am facing. So what right do I have to complain.
My life is great. I need to learn to be more hardworking and learn to endure things. People are not all nice, but they must be nice in some other ways that you don't know about, else it's just sad.
I have to remember to be myself and find a place that I fit in. I should be changing for the better good of myself and not just to please others and look good in front of them. I am who I am and I'm not gonna be put down by you. So what if I might not be as great, it doesn't mean that I'm not good at what I do. Where did my confidence go to.
Be who you want to be and more importantly, believe in yourself. I'm not gonna be bothered by what you think of me, I have my principles and I want to live my life.
I want to meet people around the world and talk about things that are amazing. I want to get fascinated and thrilled yet remain calm and cool. I may never become successful but there's still a long way to go. Nobody knows what's going to happen in the future, but I will never be afraid of it. I'll bravely face and embrace my future. I'll create my own destiny and carve amazing life stories. I'm no longer going to wallow in self pity and lose my confidence. I am an amazing person who's going to inspire people.
I am going to tell the world and I'm going to get them to listen.
Not gonna be put down by you anymore. Who cares if you are a high flyer and who cares if you are super efficient. You have no life and I'm not going to be someone like you.
Note to self: #1 always remember to treat others the way you want to be treated. #2 look at the brighter side of things & believe.
