Friday, May 30
Temptations to resistivity ♥
Sometimes I wonder if it's just me, or..
I made someone angry today. I think he is.
I'm sorry, truely.
Come to think of it, I've really never thought of blaming anyone for my poor studies.
Not the teachers, not the friends.
I've been blaming myself ever since I gotten my first U-grade.
It doesn't please me nor you after you
ticked me off.
I wasn't angry thou. You did the right thing. I would probably still be in lala land if you didn't. :)
I didn't continue to laugh because I dont realise that I'm the one at fault, but it is that I dont want to show that I was upset.
I'm sad that I'm such a disappointment.Thanks friend, really. (:It's been half a year & What exactly have I done to all those promises I contemplated in order to achieve better grades?
I think it's me. I'm just not into studying.
Am I going to sacrifice mugging time for band camp in the expense of A levels? Or not.
I don't know. I'm feeling guilty enough to this friend. ):
& I made a conclusion today, more of like a decision.
If it is what you want, then I shall leave it to be. I'm just an irritant.
*Secret.
It's just a useless me trying to climb to heights I can't reach. :)
When he closed his eyes,
His heart was opened
